Am a girl 24yrs. Just graduated and working. I fell in love @ d age of 16 to my boyfriend Chidi of 18. He is God fearing, fun to be with, down to earth, intelligent and hard-working, he supported me physically, emotionally and we prayed together. I insisted on no sex till marriage, he accepted and helped me keep it even when I lost myself in his arms.
We dated for 4yrs.when we were 21 and 23 respectively, our love was flourishing and heading to the alter as we dreamt, till pressure started coming from my family and church where I get prophecies that didn't favour our relationship.
Such as that my husband will be from a reputable family, he will be rich, he ll change my family status, and that the one am with is not the one, I should go on with my schooling this arose curiosity.
My family now told me to leave the boy. Of which i adhered to. It wasn't easy cos he cried, gave me an option of registry, asked me if I can share our treasure with another man, if I believed Gods will will be against him after all we ve bin tru, I insisted and broke up with him. Is now 3yrs down d road. I have met several men. Accomplished and made, they have showed me love, promised me all, but i see nothing in them that can glue me to there lives forever.
The 1st is finan 30 a banker, but am so aware he is a player and feels so proud of his looks, d 2nd is Jude,35 a medical doctor in canada, he promised me a car and taking me with him if i accept his proposal, but he has this problem of pretence and is a talkertive, the 3rd mike, 33 a contractor with federal govt, he is always talking of our future, but he has no respect for my privacy. And dos prophets re telling me through my family that I should choose 1.
But I love non of them Now my ex is still that ambitious young man, he was with me in the toughest times of my life, he is 26 now working and building and still in love with me. Am his family favourite. I want to be part of his life, help him now am working. I want to grow old with this gem, even as we broke up, he still found little ways to show me care even as he refused d offer to be my bestfriend. But am scared.
Is there any way out? Could it be God's will that I spend my life with men I can't live with? Cos I know my ex ll get there as he is still young and very ambitious. Advice me peeps.
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